Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Day 2 - If I Only Had Better Things To Do

Ladies and Gentleman,

Day 2. This sucks! I have come to the conclusion that I have way too much free time now since I stopped masturbating. The good news is that my penis did lay kinda of low today in my briefs, and craved less erection attention. However, the burning inside my loins started. That desire for the physical feeling of orgasm started to kick in, and it sucks. I honestly don't remember the last time I went two days without masturbating. God! I am so horny.

I am not certain what the best method is to counteract my problem without masturbating. I am wearing jeans with briefs on below, zipped up...belted, enough to keep me from directly staring at my penis.

I want to tear my clothes of and wank so hard....and it is only day 2! Too bad I didn't have something better to do than sit around and think about it.

Stay tuned faithful readers

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Day 1 - Harder Than Expected (Heh..Heh)

Good Evening Ladies and Gentleman,

As I am concluding my first day of masturbatory celibacy I look back and realize how hard (no pun intended) this is going to be. Just sitting here typing at my computer makes me want to pull out my friend and play a little with him. I was expecting today to be the easiest day of them all. Serioulsy, I beat off five times yesterday, I was thinking that my penis would be so tired that it would lay limp in my briefs all day.

Definitely not the case!!

My penis has been so fully engorged...not neccessarily a full erection, but definitely not laying limp in my underwear. One point at work today I had to get up and walk around just to get my mind off the madness. It is sheer madness...and it is even more so knowing that I am doing this to myself. It is keeping me in a constant state of arousal. And it is only day one.

Stay tuned!

Monday, February 16, 2009

The Beginning of the End

Ladies and Gentleman,

Welcome to my new blog. I am on a quest for sanity, and you are privilaged enough to join me. The quest? I would like to cease all masturbatory habits, and be free of the need to constantly be touching my penis. I know, some of you are saying, it is important to masturbate it relieves built up toxins in the prostate and all that happy jazz. I am not saying I am never going to cum a matter of fact I have quite regular sex with my amazing girlfriend. All I want to do is stop the solo act.

Did you know that I masturbated 5 times today, and that was only between the hours of 9 am and 6 pm. In the 8 hours I was awake I lost the battle to my penis 5 times. The first time was in the shower, the second through fifth time was at my computer. Maybe someday I will tell you all about the sites I browse when touching my penis...or maybe not.
So where does the quest begin? Right here, right now. I am going to begin with 30 days of masturbation denial. Right now. And I am going to do it without the use of a chastity belt. There are too many men out there unable to masturbate due to the fact that someone else controls their virtue. But not me...I am in this of my own accord, therefore I expect my own strength to carry me through.

What follows this first post is (hopefully) many more, marked day by day. I hope to give my readers the excellent chance to learn firsthand what it is like when an addict goes cold turkey to the addiction of 11 years.

Stick never know what is going to happen.